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Apathology

by Sir Ian

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1.
Make room for the problem Make room for the mess Make room for the small Make room for the less Make room for the filler Make room for the slack Make room for the dark Make room for the black Bad luck is a point of view my friend We all live the same life in the end If life could be anything at all Your smile is an insult to us all Make room for the boredom Make room for the stress Make room for disease Make room for the dead Come on baby make up your mind Cause made up stories last a long time
2.
No one will reason the earth’s here to last No one knows the reason why Please show me meaning you know I’m obsessed I don’t know the reason why Keep out the demons and get out of bed No one has a reason why All I will ever want to be is the best Go on have no fear but time No one enters through the door of chance You know there’s a reason now come on can’t you dance No one seems real you are honest at best No one knows the reason why There is more fear than there’s thoughts in your head No one cares for reasons why I got drunk and she drove me back She don’t need a reason why Give me a reason at all to get dressed Cause their one makes me sick inside You ease me again but you don’t have a reason why I wish I could tell you I’ve never once told a lie
3.
The world is in an awful state And it serves you right that it’s raining now Well smile away When the rain starts pouring down You call me up from his place You wait a while and tell me that it’s not your day Is this all we know Is this song enough Does it hurt you now just to know that you were wrong Is this all we know Is this song enough If I don’t leave you now But I won’t leave you now The world is in an awful state And it serves me right that it’s raining now But I'll smile away When the rain starts pouring in You call me up from his place You wait a while and tell me that it’s not OK
4.
I still find notes and letters You haven’t left behind I act as if it matters I’ve been cleaning up You’ve got a life of promise I’ve made a mess of mine But I respect your choices I’ve been cruel enough I’m never done complaining And therefore I am known But though my feet are aching I’m standing on my own Let me turn your life around I know where you want to be Let me turn my life around I’m where I want to be Let me turn your life around I know where I want to be Let me turn your life around You’re where I want to be
5.
Going Home 03:10
If I’d live a million years I’d do away with all my fears I would understand the wind Is blowing home If I’d live a hundred days I wouldn’t run outside to play Doing nothing ain’t a sin I’d stay home I’m fine where I am Yet I don’t understand I’m high when I’m low And I don’t wanna go If I could go back in time I’d go back just a couple years To the time you were still here Please come home If I could go anywhere I think I’d rather stay right here Think a change would do me good? I don’t know Things will be OK But you still should have stayed Nothing you can learn If you don’t wanna burn Oh no you know all my dirty secrets And how I feel when I die inside You don’t owe me anything I just want to go home
6.
Josephine 04:14
If you start talking now I think I’ll fall in love I’ve been waiting for you And if you’re still around After the haze wears off Could be dating for good We went camping and had shadow fights And we saw the same colours in the afternoon light I lifted purple weight and she had them too I’m like Josephine, Josephine rules I have to leave you now I think I’ve had enough I can’t do this with you I’m just not ready now I guess I don’t want to have to get over you I stayed over and she gave me a new name I liked it and I told her straight away Her name in sparkler letters still on my eye I’m like Josephine, Josephine’s cool She stayed on my radar for quite a very long time You know I love her still I cannot find my way She liked the city and she always said come on Let’s go out and get some good times on I guess I should have known it always ends like this There’s no time to get dressed for it So now I’m leaving got my blue raincoat on And I’m like Josephine cause Josephine’s gone
7.
What’s on your mind You’re a rare find Not in a good way Can’t I make you stay? I’ll be fine when you are long gone Hard work has never been my style Keeping promises is no fun But now I know it’s all worthwile Keep it to yourself You do it for yourself and that’s enough So keep it up Leave the stage now Time to take a bow Read it out loud What’s this song about? Still I’ll be fine when you are long gone I’ll just pretend it’s still allright It takes some time to realize how But now I know it’s all inside I’ll keep it to myself Cause I do it to myself and that’s bad enough Who am I fooling I don’t know what I’m doing But ooh it’s still for you My heart has been split And your name is being written in glue
8.
Today I’m a drunk It’s something to be And nothing to worry about Today I’m a slob Got nothing to do And no one can see me slide Today I’m allright Got something to do A reason to stay inside Tonight I’m in love But what does it mean It’s only the hundredth time I signed up for a war That no one else believes has started Time to get in the car That no one else can see And drive away Today I’m a drunk It’s something to be And nothing to worry about You say it’s not right Find something to be Real life is a compromise
9.
I want to be inside And emotions are fine But as long as you are mine I live on the other side I’ll inhabit the other side Of a place you call your mind It’s a world where you can hide But the end is that you die You can stay over on your side Where the sun can shine a light In the darkness I’ll seem bright But the end is that we die I’ll live on the dark side with all of your fears And try to prevent you from ever coming near We come out at night and we try to appear The only place where our lives meet is in tears
10.
The Answer 03:53
If someone were to ask me who I really am If someone were to ask me what the trouble is If someone were to ask me what I really want If someone were to ask me what I really miss If someone were to ask me what I needed most If someone were to ask me what I’m sure of If someone were to ask me if I believe in ghosts If someone were to ask me what about love If someone were to ask me real or fantasy If someone were to ask me if I’m happy as it is If someone were to ask me what do you think of me If someone were to ask me what’s the point in this If someone were to ask me what I like the most If someone were to ask me did I do it right If someone were to ask me a gun or overdose If someone were to ask me day or night If someone were to ask me to name my favourite one If someone were to ask me if I understand If someone were to ask me where we’re coming from If someone were to ask me does it ever end If someone were to ask me are people good or bad If someone were to ask me flee or fight If someone were to ask me are normal people mad If someone were to ask me stay with me tonight If someone were to ask me who would you like to have been If someone were to ask me where the story goes If someone were to ask me red or green If someone were to ask me do you like my clothes If someone were to ask me does God play dice If someone were to ask me what do you do for work If someone were to ask me how can you be so nice If someone were to ask me how can you be a jerk If someone were to ask me body or mind If someone were to ask me lazy rich or broke If someone were to ask me search or find If someone were to ask me are you wiseman or a joke If someone were to ask me the extent of my belief If someone were to ask me what I am about If someone were to ask me loneliness or grief If someone were to ask me what to do in doubt If someone were to ask me where my heart lies If someone were to ask me fucking or a kiss If someone were to ask me what if someone dies If someone were to ask me is this all there is

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released February 14, 2010

Written, recorded and produced by Bart Hoevenaars. Track 2 & Track 9 mixed by Remko Schouten @ IJland Studio. Josephine written by Bart Hoevenaars & Jop Euwijk.

Jos Hoevenaars plays electric guitar on Make Some Room, Today I'm A Drunk, You Do It To Yourself & Your Mind's Other Side.
Emil van Steenwijk (Fuck The Writer) plays acoustic guitar on Is This All We Know.
Milena Eva plays cello on Is This All We Know.

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Sir Ian Rotterdam, Netherlands

Sir Ian is a songwriting alter-ego of musician and singer Bart Hoevenaars from Rotterdam, Netherlands. After having released two albums with Dutch indie-rockband MONO, Hoevenaars started working on more personal, introspective and melancholic songs as Sir Ian. Debut album 'Apathology' was released in february 2010. Second album "II" was released on the 18th of january 2014. ... more

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